Dreams !!

People say that real dreams are those which does not let us sleep.So what if being an insomniac is a step closer to my dream.But I never do anything productive during the time when I have to sleep except living in thoughts.

Thinking here can be subdivided in two major categories: First is fantasy, a world with my love, having a startup, loads of travelling, having fame, enough money to buy whatever I see, regular exercise. 

The second category goes to the part in which I think I have to study, I have to come out of my comfort zone, Accomplish tasks, should not waste time, every single second i did not sleep is regretted at the very next day cursing myself why can't I come out of my comfort zone.

Besides all that Night passes with a thought why I am wasting this time, why can't I sleep, I have to make my routine and ultimately I reach a level that what all it is for, If its a mental disorder or an illness.

With a deep insight, If it is not illness then what's this all actually for.Still to be Found ??