Kuch Nahi! Bhot Kuch Kehna Chahta tha!

Gurroor... bhot hai!!
And I don't know why  this happened again, all I think is I should not think much,
but may be psychologically or maybe really I am overthinking.
People often ask me that why don't I visit places, hang out here and there and my simple answer is How can one enjoy one place when you are not satisfied with something.
And Yes You will say no one is satisfied and will never be satisfied.
Still, it has a clause. The Clause is Happiness, yes, happiness
How?
Its simple When you spend your day with whatever you have been doing in routine there is something at the end of the day which makes you feel like that you wait for the next day eagerly or u feel like if this day never ends or you feel like finding a happy reason to end a day on happy note..
Maybe that is the sole purpose of life.
Spend your day in such a way that you wait for the next day ,Not because of a result ,task assigned .
You think internally
"Kal Maza Ayega."
And maybe kal maza ni ayega,may be kal Vo ni hoga jo tum soch re ho..but vo agr nahi bhi Hua to bhi you will be satisfied that it was a great learning for the day.
Sometimes I think Important aspects of life are
Love, Money, Family, Friends.
But then a thought
Am I sure these are the important aspects of life?

I don't know.
But waiting to know .
What is Important :)


Crowd says Life is not a movie.
Life has no happy ending.
I don't believe so.
I believe in happy endings.
I believe in satisfaction.
I believe in love.
I believe in Eternity.
I believe in Reasoning.
I believe in why?



 

Puzzled Mind

Love Career Fame Money songs Drums.. Punjabi..Music
I dont know there are tons of stuff going in mind.But not a single ear or i just dont want to say i just want to shout......
i want to yelll
want to bring a change
to life
to ;lifestle
to evrything
i love you....... U know whom i am talking about..
i am happyy
yes i am happy
but i want to be the happiest
this is going to be the creepiest shit when i ll read it after 2 3 day.. but never mind.. as if anyone gives the fuck..
SO here comes the thing.. there is no fucking routine.
there is no particular targets..
there r no goals..
just a random path...
there is a subtle need to bring a change....
yes it time to bring A Change...
change
change
change
change
change
ye change
i dont know
what
but this is the time to change
change
habits
life
less carefree
more carefull
humble
good
god knows..  Its time to end this shit.. high volume songs.. are playing with mind.....
Time to change...
Etreprenurship.. you are my target..
Coming.. for it..

Fantasy or Reality !! Yet to be Decided

It is not constructive anyhow but just a thought by which all entrepreneurs are mesmerized these days and here my work dream is firstly having a computer table in my Mumbai home and on every weekend. I need to arrange 2 bears where i work on my computer and drink it in a casual way so that my body is not harmed at all and my initiative for startup may come 1 step further and i need to analyse freelancer and up work .

Start learning scrapping.

Look for training institutes or workshops which would help me achieving freelancer goals.

And Drums!! Yes this needs to be my Passion any how.

Lets See What happens on the weekend

Dreams !!

People say that real dreams are those which does not let us sleep.So what if being an insomniac is a step closer to my dream.But I never do anything productive during the time when I have to sleep except living in thoughts.

Thinking here can be subdivided in two major categories: First is fantasy, a world with my love, having a startup, loads of travelling, having fame, enough money to buy whatever I see, regular exercise. 

The second category goes to the part in which I think I have to study, I have to come out of my comfort zone, Accomplish tasks, should not waste time, every single second i did not sleep is regretted at the very next day cursing myself why can't I come out of my comfort zone.

Besides all that Night passes with a thought why I am wasting this time, why can't I sleep, I have to make my routine and ultimately I reach a level that what all it is for, If its a mental disorder or an illness.

With a deep insight, If it is not illness then what's this all actually for.Still to be Found ??

Experience

Life is not about the way we want because what we want is fantasized by what we see others, but what others have gone through is totally not in our mindset or what it feels to be in someone else shoes.Therefore we are actually not applicable for those desires which you just meant by seeing at least for that moment.

You have to undergo some challenges and difficulties ,not the same others have gone through.Your applicable challenges are only known to you ,since  toughest thing for someone can be carried out by you in the easiest way and vice-versa too (remember that).

So here ,I simply conclude by one notion "Little criticism is necessary but Positivism is everyone's birth right and we have to achieve our desires by enjoying our challenges in the most positive way"

Heyo!! Everyone

Its time to study..
Quite hard theese days finding some good songs else everything is perfectly perfect

I hope if i could complete atleast first topic  of unit 1 of distributed system..